Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I had a Valentine.

She has a pair of big and adorable eyes, she's beautiful and she was my valentine until valentine's day 09. I had a thought this morning, that is to secure chaste for half-a-year to commemorate the death of our love... though I wouldn't do it (obsolescence), I understand that I had a true love that lasted 3 years and I made a tough decision to embed it in my heart for eternity.

She thought me about "what a girl wants and needs". She had bore with my bad temper for almost all the time just to wait for some caring words from me. I only began to treat her in a gentleman way on this return. I ordered her favorite dishes, I let her "bully" me as she wants and tried to smile as often as possible whenever she stares into my eyes. I bought movie tickets beforehand and arranged valentine's dinner at a Bistro. I learned a few lyrics of her favorite artist and I am so glad I have more than enough time to sing all to her. I flew from Australia to Singapore to spend time with her and her family. She said I did well and made her family happy and comfort. May be I became gentle, she allowed herself to speak herself too. I hear her for the first time of my life, speaking words from the bottom of her heart how she felt for me... I was lucky, she loved me as deep too.








My favorite gift to her: because I made it with my own pair of hands. I wanted her to have my first Sunflower forever, the pair of dices and ladybirds (big me small her) is our own love symbol. I thank her for doing the painting in the end with me.

Our break up was the happiest one could ever experience. We cried and embraced each other, and at the same time tried to persuade each other not to be sad and expressed all the apologies we could ever think of. Even at the tip of our last moment where we were separated by a thick glass, we flirted each other with our own body language; as though if that incidence did not occur, we would hold each others hands and never let go.

I wanna thank her for:

1. Making me understand what love is all about.
2. Being honest although at the late end.
3. Trusting me.
4. Forgiving me.
5. Took good care of my fragile heart at the last two days.

I'll be good in the future as she wished, hope the same to her too. Goodbye Wai San and 3 years love, lovely to have you around.

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